[Alumni Guest Post] Choose Wisely!

Tamara Frankel (PEP '09-'11) is in her second year of
teaching at Chicagoland Jewish High School.

tfIt’s one of the first sunny days in Chicago this spring and my students beg me to take them outside for class. We negotiate and decide to review our homework in class, on the board, and then go outside to start the next sugya. Eleven rambunctious and extremely insightful freshmen sit on the grass beside the bleachers while I stand up top. I ask my students to imagine that they are at the foot of Mount Sinai and that God is holding the mountain over their heads, expecting—maybe even threatening—them to accept the Torah. If not, they will die.
 
My students think I’m crazy. I tell them that Rav Avdimi recounts this dramatic “filling-in-the-gaps” of a pasuk in Shmot 19:17: “ויתיצבו בתחתית ההר”  “And they [the Israelites] stood at attention at the foot of the mountain”. For a moment, I’m off the hook; I could never make up this story! Continue reading
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Gaza, the Negev, and…Australia?

Originally posted on my blog:

Hey, I’ve certainly been keeping busy over the past few weeks but I’ll hone in on this most recent week since a lot has been going on recently.

The first thing I’d like to say is that, although from the media explosion through internet and TV it may seem like every square inch of Israel is a war zone and people are freaking out, things are actually quite calm here in Jerusalem. On Friday and over Shabbat, people were walking their dogs, kids were playing with each other in the streets, people were shopping and preparing for Shabbat, and more. Life goes on as usual here in Jerusalem. One air raid siren did go off last night aroun 5 pm, but I was already in Shabbat services then and didn’t hear it, either because we were all too engaged in the excitement of singing and welcoming in Shabbat, and also because we weren’t exactly expecting a siren so weren’t really listening for one. But luckily it hit nowhere near us and in an open field, far away from people. And as for the future, I think the mind set is just to take things day by day and not panic or overreact. But what can you do instead? Pray for the IDF, pray for Israel, and pray for the innocent civilians of Gaza, that this is all over soon.

Now onto the fun stuff. Continue reading

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Life Post-Chagim

Originally posted on my blog:

Hey, remember me? Sorry it’s been so long since I posted last, but things have been pretty busy here. I’m not exactly sure where I left off last, but I think it was somewhere around sukkot break (called one of the chagim aka festivals), so let me jump to that since that included plenty of excitement.

During the week of sukkot break, I went with 2 friends from Pardes up north to Tiberias. We hopped on a bus on Wednesday morning without much of a plan other than wanting to sleep on the Kenerret (also known as the Sea of Galilee – the only fresh water source in Israel, and the only source of water other than the Mediterranean) . So when we arrived in Tiberias, we began as any proper American would by stopping at the (kosher!) McDonald’s right outside of the bus station and getting awesome milkshakes for ourselves. Then, after exploring for a bit and swimming in the Kenerret, we saw a mountain by us and decided that we wanted to climb it – so we did. We wandered around until we found a trail up, and eventually made it to an amazing point where we could see the whole Kenerret, mountains, and an aerial of Tiberias, at which point we (well at least I) spent some time reflecting and meditating over our time so far and getting to look back at Jerusalem from afar in order to properly think about it. Also, it was nice to finally be near a body of water. We then hiked more and finally wandered around the Kenerret, until we found a great place to set up camp, about 15 ft. from the water. Or I guess I should use the measurement system of the country and say about 5 meters. But you get the idea.

The next morning, we decided to head over to Tsfat, so we spent the day wandering around the town; it was so great to be back there, since it had been about two years since I had been there. Also, on the way there, our bus broke down and we had to switch, but, being the unplanned travelers that we were, we got to experience it as just another cool part of our journey instead of something that got in the way. Then, after coming back to Jerusalem that night, I hopped on the first bus out to Tel Aviv the next morning (~6am) to partake in the massive cycling event that was going on there. They blocked off about ten miles of highway and a bunch of major roads through the city, and I got to join thousands of bikers in doing a 42k through the city, and it was great; definitely a nice way to ease back to Tel Aviv after not being there for ~2 years either. Then, after finishing up the ride, I went to hang out and stretch on the beach and jump in the Mediterranean and think about how 24 hours earlier I had woken up in the Keneret. Definitely a pretty packed few days.

Since coming back from break, we’ve been back in class for ~2 weeks now and it’s definitely been nice to be back in routine after about a month off for holidays. And now we don’t really have too much time off in the next few months other than a 3-day hike in November and a week off for Hanukah, so this time coming up will be a great time to start really getting into the learning and developing a routine which will be great. I’ve been reading a lot lately also, and I’ve really been enjoying two books in particular – “The Secret Life of G-d” and “The Sabbath”.

A few gems that I have picked up in “The Secret Life of G-d”…

  • Our choices really do make a difference, but the real difference they make is how they change us
  • As quoted by a Bob Dylan lyric, everyone is serving somebody – there isn’t anyone in the world that isn’t serving something or somebody. The question isn’t to serve or not to serve – it is who to serve.
  • And here’s a famous story that the author re-tells:

There was a man who dreamed that he saw his whole life’s journey as footsteps in the sand. Sometimes there were two imprints, his and G-ds. But during the parts of the trek that were most difficult, he saw only one set of footprints. He complained to G-d: “G-d, You promised me that You would always accompany me in my journey. How is it that during the most difficult times in my life, You disappeared?” G-d responded, “I have always been with you. The reason why you only see one set of footprints is because during your most difficult times, I carried you. Those footprints are Mine.

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Radical amazement on Pardes’ end-of-year Shabbaton

This past Shabbat Pardes had a tiyul and Shabbaton to the Galil. Prior to the tiyul, while briefly skimming the itinerary, I imagined that this Shabbaton would be the same as every Shabbaton I have been on since middle school. Hike, daven, eat, daven, eat, eat, daven.
Though I was excited, I certainly did not expect anything extraordinary.  In retrospect, suggesting that the weekend surpassed all of my expectations would be an egregious understatement.
What made this Shabbaton so unique was not its itinerary; Continue reading
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Thoughts & Teachings about Prayer

The following is from all of the notes I’ve taken this year during my studies at Pardes.
The subject of prayer has been of particular interest to me…
(first presented at the final Pardes Shabbaton)

Liturgy/Prayer –

  • Liturgy/Prayer is a basic way for us to get in touch with God, fellow Jews, Jewish values, and Jewish tradition.
  • Liturgy/Prayer gives us words we may not otherwise have in our vocabulary to get in touch with God and our relationship with God, or to put it another way, with that which is beyond our understanding, beyond ourselves, and beyond our control.
  • Liturgy/Prayer gives us a guide, something to serve as a reminder of what we should be thinking about when attempting to encounter these thoughts and these ideas.
  • Liturgy/Prayer when phrased in the plural allows us to remove ourselves from our individuality and helps us to consider our connections and obligations to people other than ourselves.
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Week 32: Passover

“Even if all of us were wise, all of us understanding, all of us knowing the Torah, we would still be obligated to discuss the exodus from Egypt,” says the Haggada. While by no means do I, like most of the people I had seder with this year, consider myself inordinately wise or understanding, I knew spending seder night with other Pardes students, all of whom have, in some way or another, been studying Pesach for at least the past month, would make this year’s seder night different from any I had experienced before.

So what ultimately made this year’s seder different from all the others? Every other seder I’ve been to had meat, but this one was vegetarian—the pascal yam replaced the pascal lamb in remembrance of how God gave the more liberal-minded Israelites special permission to slaughter a root vegetable instead of a yearling yam for their Pascal sacrifice in Egypt. Every other seder I’ve been to didn’t have Persian Jews, but this one had one, giving us an excuse to adopt their custom of beating each other with scallions during Dayenu. Every other seder I’ve been to does Maggid by going around the table, but at this seder, everyone prepared presentations on pre-selected segments. By far, this was my favorite change: All year, I have seen my friends as Torah students, now I had the privilege of having them as Torah teachers. I once heard that more commentaries have been written on the Haggada than on every other Jewish text combined. If this is true, you would think Continue reading

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What Judaism Means to Me

I have been slowly making my way through Heschel’s God in Search of Man since I boarded the bus from Pittsburgh to New York en route to Pardes and Jerusalem last August. It’s going so slowly because, as usually happens when I read Heschel’s writing, it’s hard to read quickly when every sentence blows your mind. One section in particular, from page 300, particularly spoke to me as an almost perfect summary of everything I love about Judaism:

A degree of self-control is the prerequisite for creative living. Does not a work of art represent the triumph of form over inchoate matter? Emotion controlled by an idea? We suffer from the illusion of being mature as well as from a tendency to overestimate the degree of human perfectibility. No one is mature unless he has learned to be engaged in pursuits which require discipline and self-control, and human perfectibility is contingent upon the capacity for self-control.

When the mind is sore from bias and presumption, from its inability to halt the stream of overflowing vanity, from the imagination clawing in darkness toward silliness and sin, man begins to bless the Lord for the privilege of serving in faith and agreement with His will . Time is never idle; life is running out; but the law takes us by our hand and leads us home to an order of eternity.

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Heschel on Halakha

“Halacha deals with the law; agada (intention) with the meaning of the law.  Halacha deals with subject that can be expressed literally; agada introduces us to a realm which lies beyond the range of expression… Halacha, by necessity, deals with the laws in the abstract, regardless of the totality of the person. It is agada that keeps on reminding us that the purpose of performance is to transform the performer, that the purpose of observance is to train us in achieving spiritual end… Agada is a flame which depends upon the hot coal of the halacha, and he who separates the two extinguishes the light of Judaism that burns in the flame.”

– Abraham Joshua Heschel

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Week 8: Leftovers

Ever since I’ve arrived here there’s been stuff I wanted to talk about but just didn’t have room for in that week’s blog post. Since this was a relatively slow week, I thought this would be a good opportunity to share some of them, but I’ll start with the biggest story from this week:

*So Wednesday at around 11:50 my chevruta and I are studying Mishna (Brachot Ch.1 Mishna 2 to be precise) when I hear someone say, “Rain!” I didn’t think much of it until I heard the scuttle of chairs across the linoleum. That’s when I looked up to see that, my God it really was raining! My chevruta and I got up to join the crowd gathered around the window to watch the rain, amazed. It was beautiful–the first serious rain of the season (called the Yoreh), and since it was also the first real weather I’ve seen since I’ve been here, it was also quite surreal. Six days ago we said the traditional prayer for rain on Shmini Atzeret, and it was thrilling to see that, at least for now, our prayers were answered. It was only after we were already standing in wonder that I realized how funny it is that a Pittsburgher should actually be excited about that huge pain in the   rain. Now if only we could be so radically amazed about all weather.

Maybe 10 minutes later it stopped and hasn’t been back since.

Rain!!!! In Jerusalem!!!!!!!

*We hear a lot in school, especially from guest speakers for my Social Justice class, about how, even though Israel is still widely associated with Kibbutzim and the Kibbutz mentality, while most Israelis were able to at least get by during the years of the welfare state, now, because of the capitalist reforms of the 80′s and 90′s Israel is now almost as bad as the US in terms of income disparity among industrialized nations, and times are tough for much of the country. Much of the Tzedek Chevrati, or Social Justice protesting here has been focused on just this issue. Yet in spite of this, at least compared to America, Israel is still a strongly communal culture and it shows in nearly every facet of society.

After dinner on the first night of Sukkot I took a nice walk around the neighborhood. Sukkas were on every mirpeset and driveway, in every alleyway, and on most rooftops. Most of them were filled with Jews of all kinds talking, eating, singing, spending time together, and just being joyful. It was so inspiring. It was also inspiring how people could leave chairs, tables, crockery and other things in their sukkahs without any fear of them being stolen. Regardless of how secular most Israelis may be, I strongly believe shared Judaism and Jewish values play a strong role in the communal nature of Israel. This spirit explains why seats on busses here are arraigned in blocks of 4 to allow group conversation (this could never work in America and I shudder to think what would happen if we tried it). It explains why a stranger would pick up your lost key and put it on a ledge knowing its owner would find it there and why a woman at a bus stop would caution a stranger about a check sticking a little too far out of his pocket. Yes, people argue, yell, and critique the actions of strangers more here (for example, someone once said a woman behind him at the ATM once yelled that he would need to take out more money, and someone else told me how once when he picked up a container of skim milk, a woman said, “That’s water!” put it back, and gave him a fatty milk instead. Every non-native here has stories like this.) but I think even that is because people here aren’t really strangers the way we know them, they’re all Israelis, they’re all in this together. It also explains why this country, for better or for worse, would be willing to release over 1,000 people, many of them bent on its destruction, just to get its son back.

*The Tuesday Critical Issues Group Lecture from 12-1 is always one of the highlights of the week. This past week the lecture was a debate between two of our rabbis about the meaning of Israel as a holy place, one felt holiness was intrinsic to the Land of Israel, the other felt it is imposed on the Land by Jewish culture, and that the lived consequences of believing that a place is intrinsically holy for you has and will continue to cause much more harm than good. The debate was riveting as much for its content as for the passion both brought to their positions. But the most inspirational part was how, even in the midst of passionate debate about real, serious issues, both participants maintained a mutual respect for each other and never resorted to stereotyping or name-calling.

I really don’t think any other yeshiva in the world provides its students with such a wide-range of views, then leaves it up to them to decide whose side, if any, they take. This is what I love so much about Pardes, it respects your intelligence—no one ever tells you how to think or what to feel. They believe the Jewish tradition can speak for itself on its own terms, so they provide the education and allow you to ask questions and draw your own conclusions. When the Palestinian Authority first went to the UN about a month ago, we had presenters from 3 groups present information and analysis of the ramifications this could have for Israel from 3 different perspectives then had them field questions. Not all Group Lectures are so controversial though: During the High Holiday season, we had a choices of classes about t’shuvah and one week, we had a class on whether a non-denominational, non-coercive yeshiva is an oxymoron and if its even possible to build a community this way (the answers our teacher ended up with [though of course we were allowed to disagree {not that anyone did, though you can and that's perfectly alright}] were “no” and “yes,” respectively).

 

* Related to this, I have a great idea for Pardes’ next slogan: “The Pardes Institute: Judaism as it can be.”

 

* I don’t have the facts to back this up, but I believe that every Jew in the Diaspora has an Israeli doppelganger. I feel this way because the Jewish population is now split roughly evenly between Israel and the Diaspora, and it seems like almost every time I’m out—though this happened twice as often when I lived in the Old City—I do a double-take after thinking I see a Jew I know from home on the sidewalk, but it usually turns out to be someone else. (not always, though—by week 2 already I mentioned that I had bumped into nearly everyone I know who has made aliya, but I have since bumped randomly bumped into even more friends from home who are here either permanently or as students.) I realize the obvious gaping hole in my theory however: In order for this to be true, there would need to be a mass repository of swarthy bald Jewish men with gold earrings living in some remote corner of the exile. To the best of my knowledge, no such place exists. Yet.

To answer your question, there is an Israeli Derek and he’s currently in Washington, D.C. studying differential calculus.

 

Quote of the Week: (while studying Heschel’s The Sabbath in chevruta):

She: Wow! So the Sabbath is really like the model of the perfect relationship-

He: Yep, one day a week.

 

Hebrew word of the week: גם (“gahm”) – Also, too

 

(Photo stolen from Lauren)

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[PEP Student] Revelation @ Mt. Sinai

Dear Friends,

I hope you are well. This past week has been quite a busy one and at times, a difficult one for me. My cousin’s father, Eli Bellaiche z”l, passed away last week after a trying battle with cancer. He was an incredibly sweet and loving husband, father and grandfather and although we didn’t know each other very well and had a language barrier between us, I will certainly miss his mischievous and kind smile. May his memory be for a blessing.

This past week also marked the anniversary of my father, Peter Frankel’s, Bar Mitzvah. I remember my grandparents z”l always used to reminisce how that Shabbat was so horribly cold in Montreal.

In this vein, I’d like to dedicate this week’s parsha email in honour of my dad, Peter Frankel, and in loving memory of Eli Bellaiche. Both of them have modeled what it means to be a link in the chain of the Jewish People and their love and commitment to family, Torah and mitzvot.

Now, let’s turn to the parsha! The defining element of Parshat Yitro is the Revelation at Sinai and the infamous “Ten Commandments”. (Note: Charleton Heston does not appear anywhere in the Bible.) Naturally, our attention is fixed on this pivotal moment in Jewish history. And as readers of the text, we wonder: Did Revelation at Sinai happen? And if so, what exactly happened at that mountain?

To my mind, the fundamental question raised in last week’s parsha is this: what is so significant about this event (Revelation at Sinai) in our collective memory?

I cannot answer this question. It is a mystery, maybe a matter of faith. HOWEVER, in reading Etz Hayim: Torah and Commentary (2001) on the parsha last week, I came across a number of revelatory insights (excuse the pun!) on the Revelation at Sinai and I’d like to share them with you. Many of them are not necessarily related to one another, but I believe that they can offer the “parsha reader” gateways to this mysterious meaning of receiving the Torah at Mount Sinai.

  1. Rabbi Menachem Mendel of Rymanov suggested that the Jewish People heard the first letter of the Ten Commandments, alef, which is a silent letter and were to intuit the rest of the Torah. Because they encountered God so directly, it was clear to them what was right and wrong and how to emulate God in their behaviour.
  2. The Etz Hayim commentary noted that the Ten Commandments begin with “I am the LORD, your God” and ends with “your neighbour” (Exodus 20:1,13). In this way, the Ten Commandments are not simply a list of the “top 10″ mitzvot that we are expected to observe. Rather, they are all-encompassing: the Ten Commandments represents a code of conduct that relates to human-divine relationships as well as human-human relationships.
  3. Rabbi Abraham Joshua Heschel commented that we cannot make an image of God (Exodus 20:3) because we, ourselves, are made in God’s image.
  4. Rabbi Yisrael of Modzhitz taught that there are 2 modes of keeping Shabbat: “being” and “doing”. “Being” is a passive type of Shabbat observance, mainly abstaining from work and the like. “Doing” is an active form of Shabbat observance, which involves learning Torah, prayer and eating. The Torah implores us to keep Shabbat according to both of these modes.
  5. Martin Buber wrote that “God is found in relationships”.  Accordingly the Midrash (Vayikra Rabbah) states that the Holy Presence (Shechinah) is diminished when these relationships fall apart, and particularly when adultery takes place.
  6. The Etz Hayim commentary raised the question: why does the Torah juxtapose the prohibition of stealing with that of adultery? Is the Torah equating the two in their severity? No! Rather, the Torah suggests that to maintain social order, both familial and economic relationships must be treasured and safeguarded.
  7. Rabbi Yehiel of Zolochev taught that if a person keeps the first nine commandments, then s/he will never struggle with the tenth commandment.

I hope that these teachings will prompt further thinking and conversation and bring meaning to the content and context of the Revelation at Mount Sinai.

Shavua tov,
Tamara

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